The dot

tonight...
when i look up for the sky,
I find many dots,
small...
and
white...

through the rain
this night
i start counting it
one... by one...

but...
the dots i counted is never end

as far as i count...
as much as they appear...

till the swift rain falls...
than...
i can't patch them enough...
and...
the one thing i can do is....
remembering all i have seen...
and all i have counted...

in my aloneness...
i can still see a big dot...
that shine brightly...
a light...
that touch me...
softly...

it can be seen by eyes....
but...
having no idea if...
i can reach it too...

all...
were looked beautiful...
till...
a small cloud come.
and coat the big dot...

i wait...
and wait...
till the cloud go away,
so i can see it again...
but the swift rain haven't stopped.

second... by second... has been passed away...
through the cloud shift... and shift...
then, the dot appears again...

one second....
two seconds....
three...
four...
and...
five seconds...

a big cloud come.
and coat it again...
and... again...

till...
this second....
with no light....
with no one....
with the rain...
in my heart....

just wishing...
the sky will be clear again...
so i can see the big dot over the others...
so i can see the light....
so i have one....
that make me be comfort...

but...
till when... i don't know...
till the teen become "ty"

i wanna fly to a high place...
to the sky....
to the one coated by cloud....
to the.... big dot....
and... reach it....

but my wings is too small....
and not strong enough to make it all...
even to stop the rain in this night...

i just wish...
that the hands from heaven will come...
and take the dot for me...
so...
i can reach it...
or... may the hands bring me to the dot...
so i can fill my heart with its light....